Theres a million reasons why its like that.

Holidays next week!!! Haha but everyday go back school, then have to stay back later than usual. I really wonder why they call it holidays when its worst than normal school days. Didnt feel like i studied today. Have been damn sleepy in class. *shakes head Oh wells(: Have to wake up damn friggin early to go school tmr.,then more reccee-ing. I WANT A PSP!!!! but then i will easily get distracted! I cant even bring myself away from the tv, what more a psp? *Shakes head

`.Useless emails and messages. Will things get better?
`.Should i approach her, and tell her i want to back out my _? Hmmm will parents inteference help too? Cause i seriously think some others can do a wayyyy better job. And of course with people doubting my abilities, i think some people deserve it more.
`.Forward forward forwardddd. Free one! :O

enough of the angry/disturbing/dont know what post.

I miss you alot. Some people wont understand. And i guess that includes everyone.